TARGET OF THE YEAR

screw this shit.......no money to get dslr....

28 June 2011

this week is fucked

i have to resubmit my work...
i have presentation in about 5hours time
i have to drop by the office on thursday for admin stuff
friday audio stuff

ARGGGGGG......i guess this is retribution for not doing my work.....

and here i am going to play more games.....STOP DUMBHEAD STOP!!!!!!!

23 June 2011

another more personal update

i felt like adding a bit more, but my previous post just got so long, so i'll just start a new post...

there are really....alot...of....damn....fuckin...SPAMS.....i get spams in my e-mail...and even in the shoutbox now...
like WOW...did spams in shoutbox even EXISTED????....

i actually used my e-mail the past few years more then like my first 15 years of my life combined....
so its VERY  VERY irritating when you always check the mail only to see spams after spams after spams after spams........wel you get the message...

some of my friends blog either moved location to tumblr....hmm never really went deep into it...but it seems no different from twitter less the fact that instead of 140 words post, you do a picture instead...and there is a solid website also.....wow theres actually alot of pretty neat stuff as well...but as you know....if there is no purpose i won't use it.

everyone knows i don't have facebook, everyone is pressuring me to get it,
why i'm not on facebook?.
no.1....its easily spammable....i do not want people from sango, people from music games side, people from the school, and actual spams to spam me....
no.2...its too public....i do not like it
no.3...it there a 3?.....

so other then moving blogs or totally dead blogs.....oh wait actually thats the only 2 stuff....
jamie has an amazing website portfolio....

god damn i always wonder HOW do design students get such an amazing website done so easily. i have another friend in ....oh shit i have no idea what poly is he in...but he does have a very neat website up(yes i'm talking about you galagear).....its like every design student has an amazing website......AMAZING....i wanna know the secrets as well.

and still i took up my sip in social media

despite all the hoo-ha....i eventually took up my sip in techsailor......i do not have a 100% idea of how it works, not gonna dwell on it too much since its never my style to immerse myself in things that have not happen yet, nor on things that cannot be salvaged.....

gonna be fun, looks like fun, well hopefully its fun as if the company does not allow shoes in the area its definitely A company......i hate monotyping craps...boring as hell

also working on a social media company also means that i have to watch what i put up on my blog or twitter with alot more care now, but since that is that i do want to state a few stuffs thats probably gonna save my ass in the future if needed.

no.1...a social media is somewhere where someone can share their daily life, strange happenings, anger.
YES ANGER I MUST HIGHLIGHT THAT. its no fake information that no one on earth has never not once gotten angry...i do post my displeasure on my blogs and twitter, BUT i do justify my reasons for doing so....i strongly believe in my reasonings, which is precisely why i always justify why i always get very pissed off.
posts made in the past are in the past, i may have gotten so angry that its just me but its all the past.
besides a social media is a place where people share their daily life, whether its a happy event or not.

no.2...(damn i forgot what to put)...oh well skip this for now..

well i have justified my reasonings, and its precisely why i will not tear down my blogs or twitter, its my viewpoint of things, a large viewpoint and with reasoning. my deductions has hardly failed me.

i am a person who is very open to criticism...i do admit that i am rather an asshole here and there but i try my best not to...and help anyone i can which i feel requires it. hell i ain helping some idiots who needs help with washing their hands.....
as much as i criticise people, i am very open to it as well, i see it as a way to improve on myself, no matter how nasty it maybe, so that is also another point why i won't tear down my blog or twitter bla bla bla.....

so disclaimer done.....i am actually starting my sip very very quickly.....4th july...(hopefully my company can pass by july quietly)...OH WAIT JULY 31 IS A SUNDAY YEAY......
its a bore to celebrate that day......i haven't celebrated it for years......

hope i can set aside my laziness and work like how i did when i started in robinsons....a bit scary at first....well that is applicable for the first ever job you did, frankly speaking after robinsons i was rather numb on working in new places. Get used to the job, and hopefully no idiots that take managerial positions exist......robinsons centerpoint used to have lots of them, the dumb manager can't even operate their own cash register LOL how stupid can they get. its not like they could do their job very well either....information always get lost, changed, sales are always poor.....not too sure about now but i doubt it can be any better....everyone working...ok maybe most hates the top guns in the office.....if your troops can't even trust the top guns.....pretty much shows how effective the whole system is eh....

haha.....oh well i might start bloging weekly along with submitting my weekly report of my sip.
but hell.....i couldn't even maintain updating while i was in japan.....the fun just overtook me and i was really too into japan culture and it just seems too normal to me after 1 week there......

till now i still really wish i can migrate there......life is just SO much better compared to here. and hope i can save my sip pay to pay for my japan trip next year if it does seem possible to do so.....sango is getting into my brain again and thats a bad factor....

until next time

19 June 2011

the purpose of a intership

say....what do u think a intership should be about?..

is it for the experience?......or for the work experience?

i texted my lecturer/careperson about how i have to reply the company tomorrow and stuff here and there, also i noted that i do not know if i should take up their offer as
NO.1...being a social media analysis = drop dead boring job....
NO.2...its a waste of time because i probably won't learn anything i don't know.

which then my lecturer said that going for an intership "is just for the work experience".

so wad the fuck......if u just wanted "a work experience" can't i just buy the fuckin papers, call a company....which i will be placed in a even more real situations and get a better pay, instead of going in as an intern and get treated like endangered species....

its a fact come on, everyone knows it. interns do nothing in their work.....if i wanted "a work experience" i would be better off finding a job off my own.

a intership should really be about puting u into a company where u can learn things u couldn't in classrooms, and to put what you learnt in the class to the test, not just to get "a work experience"

going for a intership just for "the work experience" is just totally unjustifiable to me.....

yes i do want to add on, it is the company's worker that gave me the advice to choose wisely as they do know clearly during my interview that i wanted a more technical intership and not just clicking on facebook everyday, so they told me that if i feel i won't learn anything, i should not hesitate to reject it.

THAT....dicks.....IS GOOD ADVICE......this company is good as far as i know, and if based on this you want to avoid this company for future interships, i do not have anything to say...

i'm just very disappointed that lectures works like robots that have failed programming.

singapore's educational system is a outright fail.....from start to end.......but at least the teachers in primary and secondary school.....are......human......
anything above that are mostly screwed robots given a bolt tightening once every few months.....

i really miss....i really really do.......my secondary school life.....

16 June 2011

post no.202

i played about 100+ games of jap mahjong already........

thats alot...

as for my assignment i never finished it ....i already was beyond the submission date so i just sumitted a incomplete work....O_O.......fuck i need to stop playing mahjong.....

next week another assignment due....i better do.......and start WITH STEP ZERO....

10 June 2011

i'm spending alot of time on my xbox..

which is good.....or bad????

the good is i spend SIGNIFICANTLY alot lesser time in the arcades.....
bad is ......i have assignments to pass up weeks later and my progress is as always.....0%....

hmm come to think of it....even without my xbox my progress will still be 0% as i will play my laptop games anyway.........lol ....

well i answered my own question while typing my own blog....

twitter is not loading in my browser.....irritating as hell.....

and the first ever real interview i went to must be somewhat the funniest....

interviewer : do u have facebook?
me : no
interview stunned as hell as its a social media company......

okokok back to playing my xbox i'm playing jap mahjong as of now....

05 June 2011

200 post......."yeay"

my osip is offically busted.....zzzz.....so much for zero effort into poly......

my awesome phone lines have given me problems beyond epicness

friday my home phone line was down but my internet was working fine...

saturday it was the direct opposite, and i was forced to use tether from my phone to my com, which in turn i used my com to transmit ah hoc network connection for my xbox.......

now sunday everything seems fixed, until my modem went red and my internet died and my home phone now doesn't ring when people call in.
my internet SEEMS to be ok after i restarted my modem, but i still get poor connections for my xbox and i always disconnect from games.....my computer seems fine otherwise...

fucking ISP.....WAKE UP LEH............

03 June 2011

titles are troublesome after a while

its like 200 posts....wtf kind of title can i have....

its already about half a mth since i got my console....wow didn't feel like half a month!!!...

went through my friends blog and they are pretty much dead as well lol...
stop using facebook!!!.........damn it bloody teachers are also using facebook and relying on it so much that THEY POST EVERY INFO INSIDE.....and i don't know it zzzzzzz

01 June 2011

so i have 2 consoles at home now....whats next

yea a wii and a xbox 360s...

although i don't play the wii....lol....the xbox 360 is mainly what i play now..

next mth is here ....which means i'm gonna blow 50% of my allowance into xbox feeding.....haha

i really hope my application for OSIP into japan gets approved.....even though its like 1% chance i really do hope its approved.....

please let me go to knct osip....