somethings wrong with me

life sucks....not because of this emo that fail bla bla bla typical suicidal thoughts...

cos I GOT NOTHING TO DO..........boring lor....

but i think its my brain got problem liao......all the wires are pluged into different areas....

anyone got anything fun or interesting to do.........maybe its just i scare to get gf ba...haha (ok that's dumb....)
(or maybe its just i play too much music games......play beatmania until i feel that my fingers are diconnected.....like my 4 fingers have swapped with each other....i don't even know which finger is which.....)
(OR maybe i just need to sleep early....ok stop it with all the (OR something something.....))